jolly holly
14th December 2003, 1:17 am

for some reason i seem to really enjoy writing these late night entries, when i obviously should be sleeping, so that i then wake at a normal hour and not fall out of bed at half three. i swear, once i go home for christmas i'm going to get a normal sleeping pattern back, and then stick to it for the rest of time.

speaking of home, it's only 6 days until i return to the homeland, and i can't bloody wait. seriously, i'm so ready to go home that i think my spirit's somewhere around stockport already. first thing i'm going to do when i get home is have a bath, and then watch extended Two Towers all over again, mmmm sexy elf.

got a big letter from lise today, containing my christmas card (it sported the line JOLLY HOLLY on the front) and a letter she wrote me on harry potter paper, no less. i love lise so much, she rocks.

haven't done enough work today, and yes i feel bad. the stupid lab report will get written eventually, i mean i am halfway through it. i just have so much other work that i kind've forget to finish it.

and finally the serious news, which i have been putting off writing about. lindz texted me last night, and said that her dad wanted me to ride in the car at his funeral, with lindz, linda and mark. i can't really think of a word to describe how i feel right now, i've been kind've putting off thinking about it. the idea scares me beyond belief, as well as opening up a massive memory gate that i'm not gonna go into now. however, i'm riding in the car because lindz needs me, and i have to be strong for her. and my god the situation is so much more complex than i'm making out.

i really should go to bed, as once again it's freezing cold in here, and i don't fancy getting pneumonia so young.

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