anniveraries, matt and opera
7th September 2004, 8:31 pm

i've only just remembered that today is my mum's birthday, when i glanced at the date at the top of this box. that's terrible, why the hell didn't i realise before? now i feel shitty and disappointed in myself. i suppose it's just a mark of how much time has passed since then though... it's crazy just how much time. i can still remember the birthday before she died like it was yesterday, when we were going to postpone giving her presents until she was feeling better, and i felt guilty for a long, long time because i never bought her anything and she never got better.

today wasn't bad, very very busy though. i'm training denise at the moment, who's gonna be my replacement when i leave. she's very nice, takes a little while to learn things, but we'll get there eventually. i think i'm gonna miss work slightly, in a bizarre, crazy-ass kind've way. what i'm definatrly not going to miss, however, is neville's annoying voice, and his neverending sentences beginning, "holly, chuck, can you do us a faaavouuuur..."

got a bitch of a headache today, wish it would crawl away and DIE, DIE DIE DIE BITCH HEADACHE. I HATE YOU!

meeting up with matt this weekend, haven't seen him since we left. mel's just texted me saying, "and when you meet matt please don't tell him in anty way that i'm slightly worried about seeing him, that will just make him happy, in fact just say i haven't even mentioned him, that is if he even says anything. thanks!". bless her.

i'm currently listening to puccini - nessun dorma possibly one of the most beautiful pieces of opera music created. it never fails to make me want to cry.

dave's going to be phoning me in a little while, hopefully to tell me how fantastically my computer's running. i'd better jump off the computer and squeeze in some bad girls before he rings.

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