one to go
2nd February 2005, 3:47 pm

had my best exam today... i think it went really well. everything i revised seem to come up, and although my essay was a bit unstructured and rambley i think i managed to get most of my points across. amy said she thought it was hard, but i think i did a lot more revision than her.

only one exam to go now; i really need to get myself motivated to revise for it. part of me's going, "it's the last one, so i need to do really, really well for it" and the part of me's going, "it's the last one, who really cares?". i'm just so tired though.

just remembered the text message i sent to hannah from the doctors waiting room on monday, when i was seriously bored: "ah doctors waiting room, how much do i love thee? let me count the ways..."

been feeling really anxious these past couple of days, i'm assuming it's because my body's just had enough of all the stress i'm under. i can almost hear it crying out, "please stop working, let's just rest for a while". i haven't felt this low in such a long time, this whole anxiety thing is such an evil bitch to deal with. sometimes it's easy, when i'm in a good mood it's not too much of a problem. it's when i'm down that it suddenly becomes a huge uphill task. i'm hoping once these exams are out the way i start to feel better.

think i might go revise in vicky's room this afternoon, because i'm so frickin' sick of mine. i also think my music's starting to piss mel off.

we finally have food in the house, big woo please. michelle went shopping all on her own yesterday afternoon, bless her. it's a good job though... i was reduced to eating the end crust of the bread because i was so hungry. we also only have about 3 functioning lightbulbs in our house, so i'm hoping she bought some more.

okay, revision calls. i will make an effort for this last exam, i will i will.

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