the blessed end
3rd February 2005, 9:14 pm

well that's it kids... finally the hell has ended, my exams are over. i had to traipse all the way to hillsborough this afternoon for my final exam - BMS204 Sensory Neuroscience. it was not worth the journey; i don't think i did very well at all. i dunno who wrote the sodding paper, but half of the stuff on it was definately not in my notes. i wish the exam i had today was switched with the one i had yesterday... i wanted to come out feeling happy that i'd finished; instead i came out feeling pissed off and very, very tired.

i got home and my whole body ached, my ears were hurting (probably the sodding ear infection still) and my legs were all wobbley and tired. i did buy chocolate doughnuts from the co-op though, god they're so orgasmic. there should be a chocolate doughnut day... much better than all the crappy presidents' birthdays days that are marked on my calendar.

rich came round tonight... me and him watched a fascinating program about bison. mmm bison... they can stop giving birth halfway through, and just toddle around with two baby bison's legs sticking out the back of them. obviously they don't just do that for fun, it's for when a lion turns up or something. anyway, em came down for a bit and we talked about randomness, then decided to go to the local and play a bit of pool, cos we were bored.

the jukebox, our local, is the towniest of all townie pubs. there's scalleys everywhere you turn, you can't get away from them. i stuck to orange juice, as i'm not drinking whilst i'm still quite anxious, and drew 1-1 at pool with rich. there's probably some correlation between those two facts. it was fantastic getting out of the house though, something i haven't really done in three weeks.

i felt knackered before, but now my body seems to have relaxed a lot, and i feel a lot happier. still having trouble dropping off to sleep at night, but i think i'll find it easier now. i've definately lost a lot of the tension i've been carrying around during the exam period... think my body's as happy about that as i am.

i really hope i've done well in these exams, though i reckon i've probably failed cell signalling. think i might go to the gym tomorrow with dave, start doing normal things again. must do some washing too, everything i own is starting to ming.

i also washed up tonight. go me twice.

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