kind've miserable
18th February 2004, 9:59 am

i've been up since about nine this morning; i can't seem to sleep in late anymore, so i got up as soon as i woke up and had a shower.

in the middle of a downer period at the moment, mainly because on top of everything else there's shit going on on G floor, and at the moment me and matt aren't speaking. he's being totally childish about the stupid arguement that we had that isn't even relevant anymore, but we're apparently going to have a talk this afternoon at 4pm, so maybe we'll sort things out then.

the thing is, half the time i don't really care that we're not talking, as i have much bigger things to worry about. i'm not quite sure how the government expects my dad to survive on �54 a week, i mean my god, the dole pays higher than that.

at the moment i'm in the mood when i want to run around punching things and shouting. i'm sick of this mood, i'm sick of feeling so angry all of the time.

i'm meant to be going down to notts to meet up with lise this weekend, but i might postpone it till next weekend, as i haven't actually had a weekend at uni yet. the thing is, if i do that then i won't be able to go home for a while, and this makes me feel really guilty for abandoning my dad.

ugh i really hate feeling like this.

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